Friday, January 05, 2007 @6:34 PM
What's under my nose I couldn't see, full of regret...and thank you my friends for EVERYTHING ...Looking back at the things that I have done, I actually take back what I had said during a post which was two posts behind and found out that I really did write EVERYTHING in there on stupid impulse. Why that hurting my great friends' feelings after they read that post didn't cross my mind. How insensitive could I be? I can't believe I would ever do such a thing. Its definitely not my style and I'm absolutely in regret my friends and I would definitely take back any amount of stupid things that I said. I have you people now, what have I got to worry about?Yesterday, I really didn't say anything about my birthday nor tell it to someone that it was my birthday during class and outside of class. But what really surprised my positively was that a really great friend of mine, Mingyi came to and asked me what date was it and so I replied with a simple "4th January". But that didn't quite went through so a confession was what I had to make that was about having my birthday on that day and not telling anyone. I am truly glad that I have Mingyi as a friend and his presence was truly my present and the same goes to all of my great friends :DI was really glad that he didn't even ask me nor did I tell him but later I knew that someone had reminded him and I knew instantly too that that someone might be a great friend too. haha :D. Then the news I think spreaded like a small wildfire and soon everybody was wishing me on that day asking me what do I like and those kind of things. What has really caused myself to start thinking things over like what I have done, should have done and should not have done kind of things happened on the day which I have posted this blog, today.Today, I was greeted by a really great friend of mine, Darren, and he sincerely gave me a present saying that it was nothing and about my belated birthtday. I know I am like sitting here posting this but I have got to say, "Are you kidding me?", that was really thoughtful of a really great friend and even when he said that it was small, it also meant that no matter how minute a gift might look, it would still make a great difference to me. After school, a couple of my really great friends, Haijing and Evan, also presented me with presents for my birthday, insisting that I keep them. I would thank all of them over a thousand times if I could and if they would allow me doing that.What happened today has really touched me inside and I am truly and eternally grateful to my friends and what they have done for me, and I would definitely stand up to them in the darkest of storms and in the most violent of seas no matter what. Not being a fair-weathered friend and definitely not giving up on you people, like what u have done for me...And of course, the people that I would like to thank them "personally" for making this blog possible....MINGYI, DARREN, HAIJING, EVAN, ABEL, TERENCE, JORDAN, BENJAMIN, CHRIS, ZHIHAO, CLEMENT, ALFRED, SENGWHYE, JUNYUAN, CHENGXIANG, ARJUN, MEISHAN, BERNARD and of course JONATHAN, who isn't with us at the moment but still a really great friend of mine. Once a friend, always will be...thank you for EVERYTHING, eternally gratefullionel...