Thursday, January 18, 2007 @8:26 PM
Who I am Hates Who I've Been
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Summarising all the most mundane of events today, I can't find a apposite reason why people should visit this blog or this post for that reason. Anyway, just want to post that we had an assignment a few days ago where we were divided into rather diminutive groups where each obtuse member had to write a Text-Type Scaffold of the genre Science-Fiction. I'll just skip the extras, my friend's and my scaffold got chosen for the whole class, and this meant that they had to choose either one to follow for the composition that they going to write. Well, I actually didn't want my scaffold to be chosen as it seemed that I was the only one who really understands the storyline and all the characters. But then again, it got chosen for whatever invalid reason.
Anyway, I am always open to the maturity of what growing up or has to offer. Not realising how self-indulgent I was during the past few years of primary school, I had been prejudiced against some of the most praiseworthy of friends. Few years ago, that is. I am really starting to think about how I should have and should not have done during the past few years ( Sound familiar? ).To encapsulate everything, I WAS a jerk. Just came to a conclusion, that I must make a personal apology for those who hanged in there for me, a long time ago, and now I have found even more friends like them, compassionate and trustworthy, really great friends.And now, growing up into a pre-adult stage, things are starting to come clear to me. Being more cognisant and sensitive, I have been able to see perfection in other people, my friends. But even if I see imperfection, I would give my all to help each and every one of them, knowing that they would lend me their most unwavering of hands, to lift me up, back onto my feet, carrying me on their shoulders, resembling GOD in a way. I would never pray for better friends as these people are the ones that are already the paramount of friends one could ever get - the best.This is dedicated to the people who want to know about how much I detest who I have been. This song had been in my blog too, just to let people know, you know. Loving it...this's one for MingYi too, going out for dinnerlionel...